Today I'm taking some time for myself and heading off to the library to start on Chapter 5. The beginning of the really tough stuff. I've been putting it off since it deals with the most emotional part of my journey. However, lately I've been feeling ultra yuck as the anniversary of the crappiest November ever has come to stay with me. This means that I'm having lots of flashbacks and memories popping up that I don't expect. I guess this is, in a twisted way, the best time to write these things down. Even if it isn't in "chapter" formatting, I need to write down the things I remember. Some of these memories are ones that I just now am starting to put together. My brain has held back on me until now. I'm having new emotions and flash floods of things that happened but that up until now, I'd forgotten.
I also wanted to take this chance to say thank you to everyone who posted a comment or sent me a note about yesterday's blog. I received quite a few notes and I appreciate every one. Its so nice knowing you are not alone.