This is not the post I'd planned for today. Today was harder than most of the days I've had recently. I felt yucky. I didn't want to be here. I was jumpy at the thought of 10 hours alone with my son.
I JUST figured out why. We are lowering medication due to negative side effects. I'm not doing as well on the lower dose.
At least somewhere along the way I realized what was so different about today. Off to make a call. I'll post tomorrow what I'd originally planned to post today.